Series – Future Self Journal – 10B – Seed Buying COMPLETE

I always order most of my seeds way too early. I have a scarcity mindset, I want ensure the store has what I want and not have to monitor or wait for emails when something comes back in stock. I also like being *that* gardener that has the seed nobody else has, so I can …

Series – Future Self Journal – 9B – Self Control

I have made a lot of changes in the past many years. Where before I would just dive straight into the deep dark, yet refreshing waters of vindictiveness when I felt attacked (which was often), now I take many many moments to reflect before speaking. I am not cured of this disease, but I am …

Series – Future Self Journal – 8B – I’m Still Here

Today a few people on the outside periphery of my little circle popped up Covid positive today. STAY BACK. I don’t care to see the erosion of the safety I treasure here in my properly disinfected bubble. The Sps works outside the home, which I hate. He has a job that can be done from …

Series – Future Self Journal – 5B – Frisson!

I love learning new words! Frisson. Definition: a sudden strong feeling of excitement or fear; a thrill. Word is used to describe a feeling when experiencing an audio or visual event that causes a physical response, i.e. chills. I also love reddit, because I learn new words. Some of them very bad. Last night when …

Series – Future Self Journal – 4B – Dreams of Tornadoes

I have a dream that pops up on occasion, but recently weekly. I am near a building. Sometimes a house, sometimes a small business, often a busy mall, the kind that was busy and bustling in the 80’s. I am having a conversation with someone, usually a stranger. They call my attention to storms in …

Series – Future Self Journaling – 1B -Count Your Blessings

New Task, involving Excel spreadsheets. Sounds SO DANG EXCITING. Actually, for OCD (diagnosed, not hyperbole) list makers like myself, it is almost cheating. I tracked different aspect of my life by spreadsheet before and I already had a template I used before. Going into updating the spreadsheet, it hit me how much in all our …